Wow-2nd entry this week, I'm on a roll.� Wasting time again-because I can't sleep.� I'm hoping I keep writing or surfing long enough to become exhausted and fall asleep.�� I have a lot going on so I can't seem to stop thinking about everything which is keeping me awake.
I went on an interview today-finally, it sounds promising, I'll keep my fingers crossed.� Swicthing jobs will help alleviate some of my mind wandering, so will my classes being over for the semester.� I've practically been ignoring my kids so I can write my papers and study for exams.�� this is why I should have finished college before getting married and having kids.� But-no use in thinking about what I should have done because it won;t get me anywhere.�
Learn from the past, live for today & don't worry about tomorrow!��� really what else can you do?
Feeling of fear is covering me.......
fear of losing someone.......fear of be hated by someone.......
i really scared tat there is someone who hates me........especially my best friend........
but if they really do.......i hope they can tell me "i dun like you anymore"�rather than to tell me "we r best friend" but acting like i am a toxic.........
so if u really dun like me anymore........please tell me by words�and not to tell me by act......at least i wun be tat hurt for u to tell and not for me to discovered my self......
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today........i really scared tat i will lose u........but i knew tat tat was my fault......
no doubt i�am�too active, hyper active.........everytime i play will cause many problem like heat ppl eyes or even their XX .........
and today........i interupted u in a serius case........
i�was so regretful..........but i knew there was nth i can do.......so tat i stood beside u and just looking at u........
after that, when i knew u were fine already......my heart calm down.......
and the fear starting to claw over me.........and then i just suddenly cry.......
u must be very nervous tat time........but i din meant to let u worried or let u felt regret to angry with me........coz i knew tat it was my fault........
then things became normal after i stoped crying........
but things�will never stay in the same places.........
i can feel tat u might have a bit of angry to me or feel that i am fussy already........
this is wat i truely fear.......
u r a very good friend.......a good listener, a good teacher and also a best best best best best best best friend of mine.........
but i know my self...........i know tat i am a person who is affraid of everythingm when it comes to my friend............
so it makes me become a fussy person.......concern this concern tat...... and finally........u might run away becoz of my fussy.......
i dunwan this happen........if u really dun like�me talk this talk tat or maybe u dun like one of my habits.......please let me know........although i will be sad......but please........
sometimes u will regret after u tell me the truth, coz it might cause my tears drop........but please.......as a friend.......u should let me know rather than not to let me know..........
maybe u will say inside ur heart tat "next time dun wan tell her anymore.......coz she�will definitely cry.......".............but please dun.........
this will ony give me the thought tat i am not wrong and the mistake will be repeating and repeating till it has never end.........
i dun�want u to pretend that u like me.........i dun like pretend........it makes me feel sad coz i cant even know ur thoughts deep in ur�heart..........
u r the ony one i really cares about, cares about wat u think of me.........cares about how u think of me............and yet cares about who am i in ur heart?
it is so complicated......
it is time to sleep now......very late d.........
}good night ar.........
两个人的舞蹈
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吾夫乃孝子也, 呵其夫, 护其母. 吾儿耳濡目染之.�
Same dance after 4 decades
四十年前您给我喂奶,
四十年后我为您熬汤.
四十年前您帮我盖被,
四十年后我为您铺床.
四十年前您哄我入睡,
四十年后我为您挠痒.
四十年前您扶我学步,
四十年后我搀您下床.
I GOT�ECLIPSE! AND I FINISHED IT!
Ok, ok, I will shut up now. I am obsessed, I'm sad to say. Funny story about that.... I was in English class and we were�reading�Romeo and Juliet (which I have already read. Twice.) Having acquired Eclipse only the day before, I sat with my copy of R+J on my lap with Eclipse inside it. And I read. Non-stop. The entire class. I think my teacher noticed (I wasn't really concerned about being caught. I just wanted to read.) but didn't say anything. Maybe she thought I was thoroughly entranced by Shakespeare. Don't get me wrong, I think Shakespeare is a genius, but I had other things on my mind (I was at the part where, if you have read it, Jasper is explaining his history... interesting stuff, that�). So I was there, reading, when I hear my teacher calling, "All right, who wants to be Romeo? Ok, you, Lesley. And who wants to be Juliet? How about.... WAIT." And I look up to see her staring at me and Charlotte, who's next to me doing the exact same thing as I am. "Look at those badasses!" my teacher said. "The quiet ones are always the rebels!" Char and I DIED laughing. We knew she wasn't really mad at us (a little frustrated maybe, but not mad. I mean, what kind of english teacher would be mad at students who are reading?). Although, she DID swear to us that next class we would have to do pretty well all the parts and NOT do some closet, under-the-desk reading. And we did. We suffered in silence and did as we were told. However, I consider this sufficient penance and will resume reading under the desk next class.
I have discovered something that is slightly ridiculous, but nonetheless helpful in many ways. When I read, I am usually completely and utterly absorbed by whichever book I am reading. Even when I stop, the book is usually on my mind (which makes it very difficult to have a coherent conversation with me). So, naturally, everyone assumes that when I read, I am transported spiritually to the book. Which is true. But I have a truly uncanny knack of managing to snap out of my literature-induced stupor in time to hear important information. For example, I will be reading, and suddenly I won't be at Hogwarts, in Middle Earth, on the HMS Dolphin, or in Tira or Bayern. Or even in Forks. I will resurface in time to hear my name in whatever conversation being carried on in my vicinity. Sometimes it's not my name. Other times it is information that I parents would have rather not told me. Other times it is family secrets or people's opinions or the news. I must have some "strange thing" receptor somewhere in my head, because otherwise.... Well. And when I do snap out of it, I don't jump or stretch of yawn. I continue pretending to read, because people will disclose so much more if they think they aren't being eavesdropped on. Which is, I am ashamed to say, what it boils down to.
Don't blame me. I don't ask to hear these things, and I am too curious to draw attention to myself so that they stop in time. Too bad for them.
I'll be back later. I need an opinion or two on an english project...
~Annabel
i walked to the duck pond and watched the fish i seen a large whit one,gold one spotted one and several silver ones,it is a fantastic lovely day,i found some purple flowers on a tree picked some and put them in a vase they smell very nicemi seen an orange moth flying past me,the sun is shining and it is such a lovely day the cat is healing almost gone are his injuries im working on healing my injuries are also almost gone and will be healed soon,the leaves on the roses are now alive and green my plant of� brown and yellow flowers came back to life and the leaves are so green and pretty soon it will produce yellow flowers i can put in a vase to brighten my home with,i noticed some people have already done the plowing to put in a garden im looking forward to the farmers market where i can buy fresh produce, it goes all summer an opean air market with lots of wonderful good things, this will be the best summer i have ever had� lots of changes for the better,changes in the way i think and feel,changes in where i go and who i asscoiate with,problems that have been plauginge me for years will be no more, im so looking foward to the summer with pic nics bbqs sitting on a blanket reading a good book watching the clouds go by campfires,just enjoying the very life christ died for so that i can have� i get so much enjoyment out of the simple things in life , my life is deventatley going to be a positive expierence starting today im doing all i can to make it that way�� enjoy thats what life is for good music good expeirence no fear,no negatitivity, just positive faith positive energy and happiness make it that way
ONE YEAR WITH GUILLIAN-BARRE
Ron continues to make progress, moving his arms, now legs more!� He is working hard daily in physical therapy and occupational therapy to become stronger.� Please continue to pray for Ron's strength and continued progress.� ONE year ago, he was put on the ventilator for his condition.� We are so thankful that he no longer needs it and look forward to this next year having continued progress.
Day 2..... this day counting madness will go on until the day Eddy decides to ring me :). I want to end it ASAP.
God i'm so fuckin hungry..my brother that cow ate everything up. I'm 17 years old and i had to wake my mum up so that she could take me to mcdonald's!!!(its PATHETIC) She was busy snoring and refused to take me�
My God my stomach is growling i could eat a whale rite now. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
I'm off to cause some mischief maybe that will numb the hunger.
First Contract
��上周末保姆请假10天, 家务总要有人做, 我本着付出-酬偿理论的精神，开出了职责清单和薪酬, 庄严宣布开始家庭竞投, 重赏之下必有勇夫, 敦敦小眼一眯, 妈妈, 这活我干了。敦敦在车上跟他老妈签下了生平第一个张劳动合同: �
��������������������������������������甲方: �妈妈 ��������乙方: �敦敦
����2008 年4月19日至4月30日 （共计11日）, 乙方放学后, 承担清洁地板和洗手间的家务活. 在4月三十日, 由甲方付乙方660元RMB 为报酬。此合同自签署之日起生效，若中途毁约，需付费百分之十违约金共计66元整。
��������������������������������������甲方签署：------------ �乙方签署：---------------
���我反复检查了合同内容，看有无违反劳动法的地方，我知道目前国内法定最低月薪是
1，500元。按小时计这份工的工资不低，对于小孩子给自家做家务，没有年龄限制，不存在雇用童工之嫌。为了省下公证费用，我诚邀敦爹以律师身份做了见证人。
���可别小瞧这经济干杆的作用，敦敦发扬了优秀的港人传统，信守合约精神，放学回来放下书包，二话不说抄起拖把大干社会主义，两层楼的地面擦两遍，清洁完4个洗手间，小脸通红地说了一句，“妈妈，这么容易的活，以前为啥要请人来做”。我这才意识到，早点签这份合同就好了。
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